32.2B: 《A》Diagnosed With [Em/Ideo]pathy

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“Did you know that plants are capable of communicating with each other? They say that certain plants are even able to identify their ‘siblings.’ A language without words… I wonder…”

“What the fuck does that have to do with anything?”

“My, my, Monsieur Stein, do Capricornians accentuate every sentence with a vulgarity or is that a personal choice?”

Atienna glanced back at the two men who accompanied her. If she did not know them and perhaps if she were not Atienna Imamu, she would’ve quickened her pace away from them. Even though Renee held all the elegance in the world in just his pinky, the way the street lamps twisted the shadows of the night across his face made him seem sinister. The effect was tenfold for Derik.

Atienna rather appreciated the stroll. It happened in lieu of all the buses being shut down due to the lateness of the hour, but she much preferred it this way.

“One, it’s my personal choice, you pretentious asshole. Two, it’s a fucking valid question.”

Renee hummed. “I suppose it is valid, as you say. There are more pressing matters to discuss such as—” his tone lost its lightness— “is it truly wise for us to engage with this alleged saint candidate when Madame Myosotis and Monsieur Sefu are not with us?”

“It can’t be helped, don’t you think?” Atienna replied. “Shion has her hands tied with wrapping up Nuru’s interrogation and investigation and Sefu is still recovering from his injuries.” She peered over her shoulder at him. “Are you worried, Monsieur LeBlanc, that we will not be able to handle this on our own?”

“You a pussy?” Derik added with a sneer.

Renee smiled politely, unoffended. “There’s nothing wrong with a little caution, no?” After a while, he said, “You, on the other hand, seem to be a bit excited—especially without those two here.”

“Ah… Why would you think that?”

“Personal experience, my dear.”

Ndoto University’s campus loomed ahead of them. The many buildings that dotted its grounds which had appeared so scholarly and elegant and full of life in the morning now seemed desolate, empty, gothic.

Atienna felt rather drawn to the liminality. A place that should be full of happenings but was instead devoid of even a whisper. Something about that duality seemed fitting for Ndoto. 

They approached the bulletin board in front of the university’s student center. Several color fliers were pinned, stapled, taped to the board as well as newspaper clippings featuring accomplishments of faculty and students.

Atienna peeled each one of these off, pin by pin, staple by staple, and tossed them to the side. The flutter of the sheets and the tap, taps of the pins hitting the ground were the only sound for a while. 

After half of it all was removed, the main feature of the bulletin board became revealed—the campus map.

‘Our meeting place is the building where creations come to life,’” Atienna repeated Nuru’s words thoughtfully, “‘at Ndoto University, the gate to knowledge.’”

“On Tuesdays at dawn and Thursdays at twilight, apparently,” Renee mused.

“You couldn’t beat a more direct answer out of the bastard?” Derik grumbled.

Atienna glanced at Derik and smiled. “Ah, don’t you remember, Derik? It wasn’t violence that pushed Nuru to disclose his meeting location with the copycat to us.” She faced the bulletin board and tapped on a spot at the center of the map. “Here…”

***

The Kioo Art Display Building rested on top of a hefty hill that took ten minutes to traverse. Next came the arduous task of climbing the stretch of white stairs to the building’s entrance.

Atienna was not as breathless as she thought she would be when they reached the top. Derik, despite being rather breathless himself, pushed past her and threw open the doors to the building.

Inside was a long dimly-lit linoleum hall that stretched out to the east and to the west. Every meter or so on each end, the wall opened up to a small square room that hosted something peculiar at its center. In one room it was an ornate vase, in another a painting of some sort, and so on and so forth. One particular room just ahead caught Atienna’s attention.

“I’ll go check the west wing.” Derik thumbed down the corridor.

Renee arched a brow. “And, pray tell, what do you believe will happen when you encounter our mysterious slasher?” 

But Derik was already gone.

Renee sighed. “Shall we go after him?”

“You can if you’d like,” Atienna offered with a thin smile. “It would be rather reckless of us to all be in the wrong place for the meeting, don’t you think?”

“What would be more reckless would be being at the meeting place without company, no?”

“You think a saint candidate would harm us?” Atienna inquired. “True Conductors? Necessary components of the syzygy?”

“Was the Ariesian prince not a True Conductor?” Renee returned. “Was he not one of yours?”

Atienna felt something tighten in her chest. “He is closer to his normal self now compared to before after his encounter with the copycat. Would you not want the same for Hilton?”

Renee’s eyes narrowed. “I always want what is best for those close to me, but my preference is for them to take the path of least hardship and resistance. That is the case for everyone, no? I am sure there is a better way to help our companions than to send them to the butcher.”

“And if there’s not?” Atienna asked lightly.

Renee smiled. “The ends still justify the means with you, I see.”

“I wonder… given what’s happened to Nico and Olive, it wouldn’t be too precarious to assume that the copycat cut them down because they believed them to be a ‘root’.” She gestured between them. “If somehow you’re a root or if I’m a root, being cut down would be a small victory, don’t you think? And if not… well, I suppose then we could be first to see whether or not this is a dream.”

Renee’s smile thinned.

Atienna chuckled without covering her mouth. “I appreciate your concern, Monsieur LeBlanc, but I’m only jesting. I’m not suicidal or foolish enough to engage with a saint candidate without proper preparation.”

Renee studied her for a moment before smiling. “I feel like I’ve told you this before but there is no need for formality. You may just call me Renee.” He faced the hall Derik had disappeared down. “I’ll go to see our Capricornian friend now. Don’t wander far now.”

And he was off.

Once Renee was no longer in sight, Atienna approached the room that had caught her eye. There was a plaque to the side of this room’s entrance just like all the other rooms. The plaque here read: Jericho Al-Mahdy.

Inside the room, Atienna found a large black pole standing centrally. Mimicking a tree, it grew roots from its bottom that covered the floor and sprouted branches from its top that stretched across the ceiling. 

She approached the pole and pressed her hand against it. Cold to the touch—before abruptly, it warmed beneath her palm. Pulsating light began emanating from the contact point of her hand and the pole. The light traveled up and down the pole in short bursts of emerald and spread out to the thin roots and branches. 

A peculiar creation—

“Who’s there?”

“What are you doing here?”

Atienna turned to find Klaus Kleine standing at the threshold.

“Atienna?”

Behind him stood no one. The sunlight seeping through the halls faintly illuminated his back and cast the rest of his face in shadow.

Atienna relaxed, clasping her hands together.

“Are you looking for someone?” Klaus asked. “Is there something you need help with?”

She regarded him lightly. “What are you doing here at this hour?”

Klaus flushed.

“I had some classes this morning,” Klaus explained before adjusting his glasses, “and some of my classmates said that they were taking down the art pieces here soon.” He glanced around the room. “I know it’s strange but I wanted to see everything before it was taken down.”

“At this hour?”

“My morning classes are pretty early—although I’m used to it from the academy and the field,” Klaus replied. “I’m to report into the Wibele at 1200 hours. There was just enough time…” He trailed off.

“I see…” Atienna chuckled without covering her smile with her hand.

Klaus appeared somewhat alarmed. “I’m sorry—what’s funny?”

“This circumstance is,” Atienna replied, wiping a tear from her eye. “Encountering you here of all people.” 

Klaus paused, tensing. “It’s eight o’clock in Capricorn.”

Hm? Ah, that troublesome code to distinguish the doppelganger— “And it’s five o’clock in Virgo.”

“Sorry, Atienna. I just had to be sure.” Klaus visibly relaxed. 

“Don’t worry, Klaus.” Atienna glanced at the book tucked under his arm. “Is it strange of me to ask if you’re enjoying your classes here?”

“No, not at all!” Klaus reassured her. “I always wanted someone to talk about them with but Fischer is Fischer and Emilia has her hands full and—”

“Derik is MIA and other people just wouldn’t understand.”

“…exactly.”

“Well, I’m all ears.”

“The topics here are… interesting. Like I’ve said, I’d always wanted to learn about these topics. They’ve just never taught them at the military academy. Philosophy and humanities isn’t very relevant on the battlefield…” He shook his head. “I still am completely dedicated to the mission of leaving this place.”

“Of course, Klaus,” Atienna returned gently, “though—don’t you wish Signum was more like this?”

Klaus hesitated. “I don’t think anyone wants to admit it but I think everyone thinks that. The people here, the places, everything.”

“But they don’t wish to cross the line and say it out loud,” Atienna wondered. “Words can carry so much weight even though they can’t convey the full meaning…”

Klaus nodded. After a pause he said, “Olive was asking for you the other day.”

Atienna hummed. She hadn’t been paying as much attention to that area as she wish she had. “Was he now?”

“He’s built a vitae spectrophotometer,” Klaus explained, “to see the wavelength of objects here in Ndoto. He asked me about conjuring.” He chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “I was stuck in the spotlight explaining everything for a little bit there. I was afraid about getting something wrong, to be honest.”

“Self-doubt is one of the first stepping stones to unhappiness, don’t you think?” She offered him a reassuring smile. “You should have more confidence, Klaus.”

“So I’ve been told…” Klaus pinkened again before his brows knit. “Anyway, I spoke a bit about base objects since that’s rarely ever talked about when conjuring is brought up in conversation.” He put a hand to his mouth. “I think he has a hypothesis about base objects being related to everything here. I think he thinks it’s conjuring. The concept is just so hard to wrap my head around: conjuring life…”

Atienna maintained her smile. “Ah, so you’ve told him everything about conjuring, have you?”

Klaus lifted his hands. “Oh, I wouldn’t say everything. I don’t even know everything about conjuring. I still have a lot to learn.” He lowered them and glanced over his shoulder. “By the way, why are you here, Atienna?”

Atienna pondered momentarily whether or not to disclose this information. “I’m looking for Jericho.”

“Jericho…?” Klaus brows knit momentarily. “I think I saw him heading to the music hall earlier.” He checked his wrist watch. “There’s still some time. I can take you.”

Atienna considered his offer for a moment and what she would do if she accepted it. “No, that’s alright.”

“What are you doing here?”

Atienna turned to find Talib Al-Jarrah standing at the threshold.

“Miss Imamu?”

Behind him stood Proteus. The dim nightlights seeping through the halls faintly illuminated the man’s back and cast the rest of his face in shadow.

Atienna tensed, palms itching.

“Are you looking for someone?” Talib asked. “Is there something you need help with?”

She regarded both men closely. “What are you two doing here at this hour?”

Talib and Proteus exchanged looks.  

“The university is prepping for the Tree Festival,” Talib explained, “since—according to the rumors—the guidance council has already set the new festival date.” He gestured around the room. “We usually set up a gallery here for the festival so we volunteered to help with moving everything.”

“At this hour?”

“We happened to both be free around this time,” Talib replied before rubbing his chin. “Although, now that you mention it, perhaps our meeting right here, right now, was conspicuously planned by the Organization…”

“I see…” Atienna chuckled, covering her smile with her hand.

Talib’s brows rose before joining her in the laughter. He coughed awkwardly once the laughing subsided. “Yes, yes, it’s all very humorous. Although… just to be clear—what exactly is so funny?”

“This circumstance is,” Atienna replied, wiping a tear from her eye. “Encountering both you and Proteus here of all people. Seeing you two working together.”

Proteus smiled, unaffected. “Is it because of our light entanglements in ELPIS? Talib and I are both adults. It wouldn’t be very mature of us to start brawling and refuse to work together over political beliefs.”

“Maturity and adulthood aren’t factors that exclude someone from engaging in that kind of behavior, don’t you think?” Atienna returned.

“Maybe. Maybe not.” Proteus shrugged. “I am curious though—what does bring a policymaker here?”

Atienna pondered momentarily whether or not to disclose this information. “I’m looking for the copycat Raincoat Killer.”

Talib let out a quiet and rather dramatic gasp. “A copycat?”

Proteus again appeared unaffected. “So Nuru Imamu was not the only one… Congratulations on his capture, by the way.”

“You’re investigating this all by yourself?” Talib looked around. “Isn’t that dangerous?” He sounded worried, concerned for her of all people. 

Instead of addressing the praise and concern, Atienna relayed the information Nuru had provided to her. She finished with— “Since you’re more familiar with the campus, are there any other buildings besides this one that fit the description?” She held Talib’s gaze. “Any place that Miss Flannery Caertas would be more drawn to?”

“Flannery…?” Talib shook his head. Realization. Disbelief. “You think Flannery is the copycat…? Why would you think that? Flannery is—”

“—who is Flannery?” Atienna interjected calmly, studying Talib. “Who is she to you?”

Talib opened, closed his mouth. His gaze sharpened, his shoulders became rigid, the jestering facade parting ways with him. “Flannery is a very good friend of mine, and I’ve known her for a long time. I’m not saying she wouldn’t hurt a fly—she can be a bit rash sometimes—but she would never take anyone’s life.”

Ah, the passion in the man’s eyes was rather ironic. Atienna studied his eyes a bit more and realized that something else besides determination and passion was glinting there. Was that… worry?

She drew with a smile, “Ah, I see. I apologize if I’ve offended you, Talib. That wasn’t my intention. However, if you have any concerns regarding Flannery’s potential involvement—that is, unrelated to her being the copycat—it would be in her best interest for you to disclose it, don’t you think?”

What a reversal of roles. 

Talib hesitated. 

“I am a policymaker,” Atienna added lightly.

After a bit more hesitation, Talib finally relented, “Earlier this week—Tuesday morning, I believe—I came across Flannery at the campus’s concert hall.”

Concert hall? Ah. For music. 

“She seemed in a bit of rough shape and out of sorts. I tried to ask her what was wrong, but…” He paused. “…she just gave me a hug which was out of character for her—”

Oh? 

Curious. 

Atienna felt something akin to intrigued at the thought—a saint candidate as ‘centered’ and ‘fair’ and ‘neutral’ as Libra leaning into the arms of someone she prosecuted. Leaning into the arms of a familiar mirage. A moment of weakness and bias. Whether right or wrong or in the gray, Libra was a hypocrite. She was not as above them as she thought. If only she would realize it.

“—and took me to the campus park. If I didn’t know any better, it almost seemed like she was trying to redirect me.” Talib looked to the side momentarily. “She is in no way involved with the raincoat murders, but now that you’ve mentioned the Tuesday meeting and the location the murderer told you about… it makes me worried that she’s been caught up in something.”

Atienna placed a hand to her chin in thought. “Ah, music is certainly a creation too.” She smiled gently at the man. “Could you take me to where you met Flannery that time, Talib?”

Talib frowned. “To the music hall?” He stiffened. “Is that where you think the copycat is?”

“Either here or there,” Atienna replied. “Or not on this campus at all. Or perhaps not even in this garden.”

“I don’t quite follow…” Talib looked around. “But the guidance officers are here? To apprehend them if the former is the case?”

Ah, he was afraid. It would be morally black of her to force a man who was afraid into the situation he feared, wouldn’t it? It would be blacker to bring him along just out of the curiosity of a potential chemical reaction. That was the case without all the context, at least. In reality it was all gray. She didn’t care much for the shade of color, however. At least she still thought about it. That made her better than most, didn’t it? 

Atienna reassured him with a half-lie, “You don’t have to do anything other than lead me to that location, Mr. Al-Jarrah. Of course, I won’t force you. I only ask because of your familiarity with Flannery.”  

Talib hesitated once again before he shook his head. “No, no, no, I’ll show you.” He straightened. “Anything to foil the Organization’s dastardly plot.” 

Hm, the jester’s mask was back on. It just didn’t fit right.

“Perfect.” Atienna smiled at Proteus. “Would you mind telling my friends that I’ve gone to the music hall, would you?”

Proteus gestured to himself. “I have nothing else to do.”

Atienna followed her guide out the room and out of the building. They crossed the quiet campus with Talib holding most of the conversation. She didn’t mind it. In fact, she was mildly intrigued by this Talib Al-Jarrah and how far away and close she was to the Talib Al-Jarrah she knew.  He was someone dear to Jericho, after all.

A man who made a fool out of himself to placate others. Without pride and without a sense of a need to prove himself or his ideals. It was no wonder he was consumed by Scorpio.

Scorpio.

If Capricorn had managed to slip into Kafke Nezche, couldn’t Scorpio do the same to Talib? That was, if there was any rhyme or reason to the universal laws of this place. She wondered how Gabrielle and Alice especially would react if that occurred. She wondered how her conversation with Scorpio would go this time around.

Eventually they reached the Enyo Concert Hall.

The hall was grand, featuring the same seemingly endless stairs leading to the entrance that the art building had. Inside, Atienna found high ceilings painted with familiar depictions of men and women dancing, playing horns, beating drums. She had seen this style of art many times before in the music halls of her tribe’s capital city.

Talib led her down the east wing of the building and stopped in front of a long line of identical doors that dotted the left-hand side of the wall. 

He pointed to it and said rather dramatically in a low whisper, “It was in there that I had my encounter with Flannery. You see, these doors lead to balconies that oversee the hall’s auditorium and, though it isn’t allowed, many students come here during off-season to study. I myself on that day was one of those students.”

Ah, he thought she was nervous and was trying to reassure her, it seemed.

“My area of study you ask? The Organization! It was just when I’d chosen my area of refuge that I heard—”

A loud crash followed by a high-pitched hum resonated from behind all the closed doors.

“—that exact sound…” Talib paled.

Atienna passed him and pushed open the door. Inside she found a small and open balcony with a small central round table guarded by two green satin chairs. Beyond this was an ivory railing intricately carved with flowers and vines.

Atienna approached the railings and peered over. A large concert hall stretched out below her. Rows of green seats blanketed the ground. They all faced forward towards a central stage with curtains drawn closed. The only light that came down shone on the central stage and its touch barely reached the aisles. 

In that dimness, a sliver of burning light suddenly illuminated the forest of green chairs. Something about the way the light flashed from red to blue to green to white to black to pink felt familiar to Atienna. She had seen that oddity before—

Ah. Right. It had been at the zoo. Back when Olive had set off those firecrackers in that tunnel, a woman with an umbrella had run into Atienna’s arms in fear—just before she was cut down by a blade that emitted that same color. 

The light down below her now burned brighter, revealing the form of its wielder. A figure draped in a green raincoat. Across from that figure, two rows over, and pressed back up against one of the green seats was a duo. A woman wearing a black dress with a suit jacket thrown over her shoulders and a man in a suit missing his suit jacket. The woman, body acting almost like a shield, stood in front of the man. The woman’s dark curls reflected all the colors the blade of light gave off.

That was—

—Cvetka Akulova, wasn’t it? The other man, Atienna did not recognize. For Cvetka to be so vehemently defending and protecting someone other than herself, however, Atienna assumed that the man could only be one person: Astante.

The raincoated-figure lunged forward. Cvetka keeled back, clambering over the seats and dragging Astante with her. The blade’s slashes were relentless, however, and the duo was forced back further and further towards the stage.

“Those two need help!” Talib shouted in a whisper. He stood beside her now, hands gripping the railings. He turned to her, wide-eyed, pale. “We need to—”

Atienna clamped a hand over Talib’s mouth and pulled him back towards the side. Holding tight as he struggled against her, she peered over the edge.

Astante was now completely pressed back against the raised stage. Cvetka was in front of him, acting as a shield. She held no weapon to defend herself against their assailant—their assailant who began to slowly approach them.

Cvetka’s lips moved.

Atienna strained her ears.

“—’s not a root,” Cvetka was saying. “That is what you’re after, aren’t you? I’ll you find it if that’s what you’re looking for. I’ll help you find all the roots—”

Ah, it seemed as if she hadn’t changed. 

But that raincoated person, on the other hand…

A loud scraping sound to Atienna’s left drew her attention away. It was emanating from a balcony just adjacent to hers. 

“Hey, raincoat bitch!” came a familiar shout. “Take this!”

She leaned forward and registered Derik standing on the railings there with a green chair held high above his head. She barely had the time to think ‘oh dear’ before the man hurled the chair down towards the stage.

The raincoated figure leapt backwards as the chair exploded into pieces at the place they once stood. They looked up in Derik’s direction causing Atienna to pull herself and Talib deeper into the shadows. Derik, on the other hand, threw precaution to the wind and jabbed a finger at the raincoated figure—

“You, saint candidate. We need to tal—”

A pale yellow-green flash of light shot out from the darkness beside the raincoated figure and hurtled towards Derik’s head. A shadow tackled Derik to the ground a split second before the light met its target. Renee.

Atienna paid no attention to the men and instead focused on the object that had nearly ended Derik’s life. It was now embedded in the sidewall of the balcony. Its shape was familiar to her. It was a spear. No, not just a spear. Gauging by the way that its tip pulsated, it was clearly a—

“—a conductor…” came Renee’s voice, laced with confusion. “It’s a conducting spear.”

And there was only one person that Atienna knew that could use a conductor here.

Derik abruptly leapt up, ripped the spear out from the wall, and pointed it down at the group there. 

“Derik, wait!” Renee shouted—

—but, as Atienna predicted, it was too late. 

Derik launched himself off the balcony and crashed down into the seats below. He popped up a second later, swinging the spear rather expertly. He squinted into the dark.

A sliver of familiar yellow-green light appeared behind the raincoated-figure, illuminating the figure’s back as well as the wielder’s face. Those sharp eyes and high-cheek bones were undeniable. It was Nia.

Atienna felt something stir in her chest. What was Nia doing here? 

“Wait, wait”—Renee followed Derik down the balcony—albeit more gracefully. His hands were raised but Atienna could tell that he was poised and ready for anything. He approached slowly, stopping only beside Derik when Nia raised her spear warningly. “Please excuse the violence of my friend. He is simple and tends to shoot before he thinks—”

Derik sneered at him. “Watch it—”

“We only want to talk.” Renee nodded at Nia. “You’re a Virgoan, aren’t you? You wouldn’t have happened to see Atienna while passing by here, have you?”

“Atienna…?” Nia repeated in confusion, sharing a look with her companion.

Her voice stirred something wistful in Atienna’s chest. As interesting as it would be to see everything unfold from her perch, she decided it would be better to face this herself. They had a numbers advantage here. That and Nia…

Atienna released Talib and scaled down the balcony with practiced ease. She landed deftly on the ground below her and brushed herself off. Preparing a soft smile on her face, she looked up and paused. 

Nia was staring at her, eyes narrowed, body tense.

It took a moment for Atienna to find her words— “Nia, it’s you, isn’t it?” 

Nia shared a look with the raincoated-figure and tightened her grip on her spear. The icy gaze made Atienna feel rather faint.

Derik inched closer, approaching the duo from the left. Renee glanced at the man before approaching the duo from the right. Ah, an unspoken strategy it seemed.

“Nia,” Atienna tried again, thinking of what to say, how to get her feelings across. Words truly were never enough were they? “I’ve been worried about—”

Nia abruptly swung her leg out just as Derik neared her while simultaneously swinging her spear out at Renee. The force of the kick flung Derik directly in Atienna’s direction. She slipped quickly to the side, however, and Derik crashed into the chair just beside her. She looked up and noted two things—Renee had managed to dodge the swing of Nia’s spear and Nia and the raincoated-figure were no longer where they once stood. No—now they were dashing up the aisle right past her.

Nia led, her hand gripping the raincoated-figure’s wrist.

Nia—was she being blackmailed…? Whatever the case, now that Atienna was closer to them, she could confirm her suspicions that the raincoated person could not be Libra. Their vitae was not that familiar pink hue nor were they the same height as Flannery Caertas. Not only that but their entire demeanor was different—body language, movements, everything.

A third party.

Curious. 

Atienna launched herself forward, grabbing the raincoated figure by their legs. The figure toppled over and Atienna wrestled them into submission—at least she tried to. Just as she was about to drag the raincoated figure in a headlock and pull their hood off, their fist sailed towards her head. She barely had the time to raise her arm to block it and in the process lost her grip on them. Before she knew it, she was flipped over herself, pinned, and being guided into a very familiar headlock.

Something clattered onto the ground beside them in their scuffle.

Atienna grimaced as she felt the raincoated figure’s arms squeeze around her neck and squinted blearily up into the shadow of their face. Their eyes met. Atienna’s heart hammered furiously. Their dark eyes widened. 

Familiarity—

Their grip slackened. Atienna used the opportunity to use her body as an axle and flip her target-turned-assailant onto their back. With effort, she pinned their arms above their head and peered past the shadows that obscured their face—

Was that…?

—something collided with Atienna’s chest and she was sent sailing backwards breathless. She stumbled back cradling her stomach as it throbbed and looked up just in time to see Nia lower her foot.  

Nia’s eyes softened just slightly when they met each other’s gazes before they hardened again. The guard grabbed a hold of the raincoated-person’s wrist and darted out the hall. Atienna tried after them but the pain throbbing in her abdomen gave her pause. 

Cvetka was beside her now. Renee too. Derik was just picking himself off the ground and scrambling after the retreating duo. While Renee’s gaze was focused on her back and Derik’s on the escapees, Cvetka’s gaze was locked into an object at Atienna’s feet. The item the raincoated person had dropped earlier.

Cvetka darted forward.

Atienna darted forward as well, reaching the fallen item first and stomping her foot on it just as Cvetka was within arms reach of it. They locked eyes for a moment before Atienna bent down and picked the object up.

It was a hilt without a blade with glass tubing at its center. A familiar thing she had not seen in a long time. 

Ah.

“Fuck!” Derik stomped back towards them from the doorway. “They’re gone.”

Atienna’s heart stirred momentarily at the thought of the raincoated person and Nia together before a familiar calm took over her. “I wouldn’t worry too much, Derik. That’s not the saint candidate we’re looking for.”

Renee turned to her with a frown.

“Then who the fuck are they?”

“Someone who is also searching for the roots, I suppose,” Atienna deduced, locking eyes with Cvetka. “Am I right, Cvetka?”

The woman’s lightless eyes narrowed but she procured a smile. “I suppose so.” She glanced shyly at Renee. “I’m grateful… for you all stepping in…”

“And how exactly did you end up in this position to begin with, Miss Cvetka Akulova?” Renee inquired. “It’s quite unusual to be out somewhere like this at this hour, isn’t it? Perhaps you’re engaging in your usual line of work?”

Ah, he knew.

Something flickered in Cvetka’s eyes.

“Wait a damned minute.” Derik stiffened and jabbed a finger at Cvetka. “You’re that Aquarian bitch who had it in for the swindler at the border. I should gut you alive—”

“H-Hey! Don’t talk to Cvetka like that!” The man—Astante—that Cvetka had been so vehemently throwing herself in front of now threw himself between her and Derik. “I don’t get what’s going on but we almost all died, didn’t we?” He looked back at Cvetka. “Shouldn’t we be going to a guidance officer about this?”

Atienna pondered this, turning over the object in her hands. The object began drawing the gazes of those around her. “I wonder—”

“What is that?”

“What is that?”

When Atienna looked up, she found Jericho standing in the doorway. His gaze swept the concert hall around her. His eyes took in the empty spots where seats should have been before landing on the object in her hands.

“What happened?” He asked as he approached. “Are you alright?”

“I wonder…” Atienna murmured, surveying the carnage. “It seems as if someone has gotten themselves into a bit of trouble. With the amount of damage that’s been done, it would be safe to assume that at least one of them was fighting with all of their might, don’t you think?”

“I would say so,” Jericho agreed. “If it’s who I think it is then…” His eyes became somber as they focused on the object in her hands. She hated to see his eyes that way.

“As for this…?” Atienna released the knife and watched it clatter onto the ground. “It’s nothing without its master.”

Jericho placed a hand on her arm. “And what about my last question—are you alright?”

“Are you?” Atienna wondered back. “I know you’ve been worried about your family ever since the attack at the mall.”

Jericho went quiet for a while. “I just want justice, Atienna. All I’ve ever wanted is justice. Don’t we all deserve to live in a fair world?”

“Would the world being fair really make you happy, Jericho?” Atienna wondered.

“You know it would.”

“No. It really wouldn’t—”

“What’s… going on here…?”

“What is that?”

When Atienna looked up, she found Talib standing in the doorway. His gaze swept the concert hall around her. His eyes took in the toppled and scattered seats before landing on the object in her hands.

“What happened?” He asked, panting as he approached. “Are they gone? Are you all… alright?”

Instead of answering, Atienna studied the object in her hand and ran her fingers along the thing’s hilt. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see Cvetka grip Astante’s wrist—

—there.

Atienna felt a weak spot at the side of the hilt and pressed in. A buzz resounded and the hilt in her hands began to warm. A brilliant burst of light shot out from the hilt a second later and solidified into the shape of a blade.

“A proto-conductor,” Renee whispered. “One that… works?” He frowned a moment later. “The color of that vitae…”

“Is that your gift from the tree?” Talib inquired, perturbed. “Quite flashy, that is.” He turned to Cvetka. “Are you alright?”

Cvetka merely offered another thin smile, her eyes betraying nothing, not even a hint of their past partnership. “Now I am.” Her gaze slid to Atienna, directing all others to do the same. “I am curious though, Atienna, about that item there.”

Atienna flipped the weapon in her hand and brought down on the green seat just beside her. It slid through the thing like butter. Then its color began to bleed into the chair’s body. Its vines spread, encasing the entire chair in cracks of light before—in an instant—the chair disintegrated into nothing.

Renee tensed, eyes narrowing.

Talib’s brows rose. “Why—I didn’t know your gift from the tree was so similar to Jericho’s, Miss Imamu.” 

Now Derik tensed as well. Cvetka was already tense to begin with but her smile thinned considerably. It took a moment for Atienna to realize that it was not the proto-conductor that had unsettled them all but the smile that had found rest on her lips.

Atienna glanced at Astante in thought. She pondered the raincoated person’s accusation of them being root. A knot to be undone. A weed to be extracted. 

Then Atienna thought of the raincoated person and Nia together.

Atienna let out a breath and smiled gently at Cvetka who was the most tense of all even though she hid it the best. “You don’t have to worry, Cvetka. There is no point in me cutting Astante down under the assumption that he’s the root.”

“Is that so?” Cvetka’s expression betrayed nothing.

“If I cut him down, I wouldn’t be able to glean any clues on the tell-tale signs of something or someone being a root. I also wouldn’t be able to tell if there are or are not any side effects from cutting a root out. How can I when I don’t know if he actually is one?” Not that she particularly cared about the latter bit so long as it didn’t affect her and those she cared for. “Wouldn’t you agree?”

Again, Cvetka’s expression betrayed nothing. “I see. You do have a point. Although… I wouldn’t have imagined you even thinking of such a thing.”

Atienna shut off the proto-conductor, leaving them in darkness—

“What’s… going on here…?”

“What’s… going on here…?”

Atienna looked up at the sudden intrusion.

In the threshold of the concert hall’s main door stood a familiar man. His glasses were round, his face pale, his arms full of books.

It was Klaus Kleine, arriving at an inopportune moment. 

Although Atienna was not close with him, she could not help but feel that false sense of kindredness she had felt towards him during the Week of Blindness once again. Even though their distance was not of the same flavor, even though he did not understand her, even though he was not as precious to her as the others, his sincerity and intellect had been rather curious. Of all the people in Werner’s unit, it was to him that Atienna had felt ‘the closest.’ Would he tense when he saw the real her as well? Or would he understand?

Atienna wondered—

Jericho lifted his camera and snapped a picture of the bewildered man.

“What are you doing here, Klaus?” Atienna asked, lightly.

“I… wanted to make sure you got to Jericho safely so I came here, but then—” Klaus’s gaze swept the hall. He did not move from where he stood. His body was poised, ready to jump on the offensive. “Then I heard Leutnant Wolff’s voice. I heard that saint candidate’s voice too. The one from the Week of Blindness. Not Scorpio but the Librish one.”

Ah.

Klaus’s gaze fell upon her. There was warmth there, a desire to connect. 

Atienna slowly, methodically, thoughtfully sauntered her way up the aisle to him. Once she was directly in front of him, she offered a smile. 

Klaus took a step back. He seemed to have finally realized something. “Who are you?”

There was a line to be crossed once again, it seemed.

Klaus, who was far yet dear to her in a way. His fate was in her hands. To test or not to tst.

She reached out gently—

—and decided to hold his hand in her own.

Blossom.

“Way to come late to the fucking party, Kleine!” Derik snapped, storming up to the man and grabbing him by the scruff. “What the fuck are you doing here anyway—”

Klaus shoved Derik back hard and brushed off his shirt. “What’s your deal, Derik? I just bought this shirt too…”

Derik stumbled back and sneered at him but Renee came to his side and held his shoulder.

“I may not be particularly close to Monsieur Kleine,” the Cancerian muttered under his breath, “but do you not find your friend’s behavior strange?” He eyed Klaus. “The sun sets at noon in Cancer, Monsieur Kleine.” 

“What? What are you talking about…?” Klaus squinted into the dark around them. “I was studying in the balconies up there and heard a bunch of hub-bub.” He made a face. “What are you all doing down here so late? ”

Ah, Klaus was gone now too, Atienna thought. Right as Olive had returned. Returned? Was that truly the Olive that she had known? If so, why had the embrace she had given him at the hospital that night felt so warm yet so far away? Atienna supposed logically it didn’t matter too much in this place where nothing held any weight. If anything, his absence too made this all the more easier.

“What the fuck, Kleine…?” Derik looked the man up and down, his expression becoming muted. “Really? You too…?”

Klaus’s gaze fell upon Atienna. There was no warmth there, no desire to connect. No, there was just a faint flicker of awe and admiration. 

Atienna slowly, methodically, thoughtfully sauntered her way up the aisle to him. Once she was directly in front of him, she offered a smile.

There was a line to be crossed once again, it seemed.

Klaus, who was far yet dear to her in a way. His fate was in her hands. To test or not to test.

She reached out towards him with her blade, prepared to hit the nodule to bring it to life—

—but decided to pull back her hand.

Please, wither.

“There’s nothing to word about, Klaus,” she said with a faint smile. “I promise.”


 

2 thoughts on “32.2B: 《A》Diagnosed With [Em/Ideo]pathy

  1. and a chapter that’s on time! what an anomaly! (though the chapter is shorter than the usual)

    just in case some readers have forgotten:

    • a proto-conductor is a conductor that can pre-store another person’s vitae to enable another person to use their conducting abilities
    • the zoo atienna first meets this particular raincoated-figure in is from chapter 30.1

    moving on from that—

    after i posted the last chapter, i went back and looked at all the other chapters in this part. i realized that this part began back in 2022-2023 and it’s been 2-3 years now since it began, making this the longest part we’ve ever spent on. this ismostly due to the frequent breaks i took in-between the chapters of this part. 

    i realized that the frequent breaks were due to 2022-2024 being really a rough point in my life  where there were a lot of stressful personal things going on at once which made me disconnect with the story a bit. things are improving now though and so i went back re-read/edited/fixed this entire part over these past two weeks and fell in love with the story again

    i hope to return to a normal bi-weekly and enter a weekly schedule for specific parts of this part. what specific parts, you ask? the two back-to-back upcoming interludes! because after two more chapters, we are entering the climax for this part! the first interlude will be different and longer than other interludes and will be broken up into multiple parts. at the end of the second interlude, most of the mystery for this part should be clarified—

    however, feel free to drop any questions you have about this part here or in the dms and i’ll answer them at the end of the second interlude

    also sadly once again limited by customizing the chapters due to the limitations/paywalls of wordpress. in a perfect world, i’d be adding jquery/js to the ‘divided scenes’ of this chapter so you click a button to have one appear and the other disappear. but i’d have to give 40/month to gain access to uploading my own themes or just inserting my own js through a plugin which is not worth the $$$ imo

    moving to my own personal hosted site is still in the books.

    anyways, thank you for reading! we are near the eclipse! atienna’s crash out continues and she has obtained a magical butter knife!

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